Our Deepest Fear by Marianne Williamson

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others." - Marianne Williamson

Sunday, January 13, 2013

from Raven's Shadow



“You have no trouble with women, Sir Cathal,” she chided gently.  “You shall find this one no different.  She will soften to you and you will teach her what she needs to know.  No other can do what you can with this one.”
His cheeks colored and he winked at her.  “Those things you speak of have nothing to do with her being a girl.”
“Don’t they?” she asked.  “This one will be sought after and she must learn how to protect herself.  As for her being a girl, girls are just small women.”
“This one is not,” Cathal said and his eyes took on a more concerned look, a more protective look.  The girl would be sought after but at this time it was not for her beauty or her virtue.  “I’ve not the knowledge to train her as women should be trained.”
Martha shrugged.  “Then do not. You have been without a squire for many years.  Now, you have the chance to train one yourself.”
“I do not wish this one to face the same fall as other squires.”
“I do not believe this one will fall so easily.  Give her the chance, Cathal.  I think you will be surprised.”
He looked to the boy then back to Martha and once again his look softened and he moved closer to her.  “If only I could take you as well, my lady,” he said with a soft sigh.  “I will take her and teach her the way of the sword.  Perhaps, I will be fortunate enough to find her family along the way.”  He drew in a heavy breath.  “Before we leave I will need your expertise to help me disguise her….” he looked again at the boy, “…you know what I mean.”
Martha chuckled and nodded.  “I will help the two of you when you prepare to leave.  Let us get some more meat on her bones before you go.  She could scarcely hold a dagger now, so thin is she.”  She touched his cheek again.  “Now, if there is nothing more, my dear Sir Cathal, I must feed Ailin and alert the good healer that his patient is awake.”
Cathal nodded and stepped away from her, growing once again in size and ferocity.  Ailin watched in curiosity at the transformation.  Cathal turned to Ailin and bowed respectfully to him.  “Ailin, I wish you good healing.  I may visit again before I take my leave but should I not, I bid you also good travels.  I feel you will be a great force one day.”
Ailin blinked in response and watched him go.  When the door had closed Martha moved to the fire and brought back a bowl of soup.  She set it down beside the bed and removed some more of his bandages.  He watched her eyes to judge from them the damage done to his face but saw no emotion change whatsoever. 
“It might not be an easy thing, eating, Ailin,” she said softly, “but I want you to try.”

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